is it bad to confess that I want the unknown to just miraculously expose its gifts to me, expose the path, light the way, beacon with certainty and smells of vanilla and cinnamon, promises of hammocks and long views and lightning bugs and gentle breezes… it is bad to confess I want to know where… Read More
Today I’ve been thinking a lot about lightness vs heaviness about the cycle I keep experiencing, shifting back and forth between being heavy and laden down with history, habit and uncertainty, and the surprising lightness of relative clarity, openness, possibility and mobility…. the return (of sorts) back again into a thicker more tangled heaviness does… Read More
tonight I will practice my own take on a full moon breath— slowly, mindfully pulling breath down and in, imagining cool and round. right now the sky is milk and the trees are being tossed by a hot wind… and it is easier to imagine tossed and hot than to imagine cool and slow and… Read More
from Richard Droker http://www.flickr.com/photos/83432882@N05/7759213422/ Finding myself falling back into and following the grief journey strand of my braided river, I find myself back in conversation about stone. Back in the uncharted territory, back in the thick of feeling my way toward something. I have a long history of being a thinker. (remember pooh bear? think think think… Read More
there are moments tucked in, that seem almost stolen. quiet before sleeping, sometimes, or a lull when driving…in those moments I realize I am nearly starved for that kind of quiet, that kind of relative stillness, that kind of unhooked, uncharted time. Creativity, for me, has always needed space. It is a dance of gathering,… Read More
catching a glimpse of myself in the mirrored surface of my phone, canted just so, I see someone surprisingly unfamiliar. I remember a moment in my 20s when I looked into the mirror after washing my face, and saw myself, really *saw myself* for the first time. As I looked into my own eyes, I… Read More
on the way home today, a day early, uncomfortable with all choices (staying, going)… I was near enough home so I decided to turn up a never traveled road, and drive by a place that may soon become a frequent destination. In my mind I knew where the road went– up the steep hill past… Read More
today is about being wide open I am traveling today, and there is something so cleansing for me to be in motion like that–I am someone who does not mind driving most of the time up a hill, along a stream for a while, past fields and forests, through suburbs then grazing the bottom of… Read More
For the 30 seconds you usually take to read this post, I invite you to take a moment and just breathe. See if you can reconnect to where you are in this moment. Feel your breath move in, and move out. No need to change anything, just witness your breath coming and going, creating miracles.… Read More
one of the lessons of this lifetime for me is to become comfortable with not knowing. I like knowing. I like, at least, thinking that I know or might know soon. I like taking action toward knowing- collecting, investigating, cogitating, distilling, proposing, assembling, considering…. I like feeling like I know (or might soon know) what… Read More
