today, for me, was about wanting simplification
no. it wasn’t.
it was about overt and covert knee jerk “complexification”
it was about too muchness and not enoughness
it was about too little time, too many things on the do list, on the expected, on the communicated, on the committed list
it was about stupid food choices
and not enough sleep
it was about grief and logistics
and airlines and suit coats and the distance between here and there
it was about meeting or not meeting
it was about missing, and longing, and wishing things were different
it was about plans that come apart, and plans that must be made
it was about sanity and well-intentioned insanity
but if I strip all of that away
all the shoulds and the disappointments, real or perceived, present or potential, mine or yours
it was really about this:
loving with all my considerable might
loving with all of my big, big heart.
Crazy life-I felt that way today and one point I felt like screaming!
Well described Kate!