for the first time in 3 years, I gave my weight over to the water a crystal clear lake in New Hampshire, surrounded by hillsides- no motors, no houses, just quiet. I turned my back on the shore and felt myself just held there, not stiffly or motionless, not at all– fluid, dynamic, buoyed…suspended…as weightless… Read More
So I was driving past this beautiful high meadow in the fog and the trees on the far side were just a ghost and the light on the grasses in the meadow was just the most outstandingly beautiful glowing and sparkling gorgeousness… and I said to myself okay, when I come back this way I’ll… Read More
Today I’ve been thinking a lot about lightness vs heaviness about the cycle I keep experiencing, shifting back and forth between being heavy and laden down with history, habit and uncertainty, and the surprising lightness of relative clarity, openness, possibility and mobility…. the return (of sorts) back again into a thicker more tangled heaviness does… Read More
